Months later... our life updated

I just wanted to post a little followup, for those of you interested in how our life is doing,  I haven't talked about our leaving the LDS church since August of last year but I thought some people might want to know.

So where do I start?  First let me assure everyone we're doing great. Naturally leaving the church is a pretty big change, we anticipated a fallout, we expected to lose our friends, offend family, and cause angst among members of our religious community.  While we had plenty of negative response, we're really grateful to the few friends that accepted us and reached out to us.  We love you.

The rest of this may seem a little too positive so if you were hoping for some schadenfreude you may want to stop reading ;) 

The last year has been simply amazing.  So many first experiences, so many new friends, a chance to spend more family time together, a chance to enjoy more music and art, Rebecca and I are in a whirlwind of deeper engagement in our lives.  To be perfectly honest, it has astonished us.

Let me describe what questions go through the minds of folks like us (many folks are still in the church and struggling with these same questions):

Our marriage? All our friends know that Rebecca and I have always been very close. Each year we can't believe it gets better, but somehow it does.  And this last year has been amazing.  Our first drinks together turned out to be a really special and enjoyable experience for us.  And coffee?  Why in the world were we avoiding such a wonderful treat!? We have a few cups a week and the variety and subtle flavors, wonderful! We really enjoy all the music we participate in (the glorious music and dance, lots of new musician friends), weekend nights, pub laughs, sports events and friends.

Every weekend night there is a chance to connect with friends, it's been a sweet journey. The Goodfoot?  What a great place.  Bailey's Taproom? Hipster paradise ;) And in one aspect it's great that we are older before drinking because it's really enjoyable and we have each other to keep us safe.

What about my friends in the church? It's incredibly hard to imagine giving up your friends, we really do want to cling to you. But we know that many just aren't comfortable with anything outside of church life and, by necessity, we've found ourselves so much more engaged in deep meaningful connections with new friends, work friends, neighbors.  It's a really wonderful thing to have those great pub conversations with friends, new and old. I wouldn't trade that for the world now.  Now that we've been out, we realized that almost all of our time with friends before we left the church was dominated by church events, church services, temple related activities, youth nights, church callings... I realized that I avoided social interaction with people outside the faith and at least part of it is because I didn't feel comfortable talking to people at a pub. Just about all my interests and investment was with the church.

Friends outside the church? We've also been astonished to find that the community of people that have similarly left the church is so large (and so fast growing).  We found several local groups, lots of folks right here in the general Hillsboro area.  One group we attend meets on Sundays, we elected a spiritual leader and we pay 10% of our income... kidding, totally kidding.  No but seriously there is a large community of other people here that have come from similarly devout backgrounds in the LDS church and that they also discovered for themselves it just isn't true. So we jointly talk about where we are and how we feel about our lives outside the church.

What about the kids?:  yes, we asked ourselves this but in hindsight it turns out to be a silly question.  The more honest version of that question is "What will the kids think about our leaving the church?" The kids are fine and, in fact, they are more confident, less riddled with self-doubt, happier, more friends, more accepting of others.  It turns out teaching kids to be kind and have empathy is just as easily done outside the church.  Are their morals going astray?  Opinions about coffee drinking, how many earrings, etc. just aren't really "morals".

I need to say on this topic, if you have kids growing up in your home and you have doubts about the church, please, for the sake of your family and love of your children, think quickly on this.  The number of friends we've met where one or more of their kids has cut them off because the kid went on a mission, went to BYU, etc. and now considers his/her parent(s) apostate and has cut them out of his/her life... it's heartbreaking. 

What about life after death?: Existential angst is one of those first scary things you'll face. One day you are in bed believing that the Mormon faith has all the answers and then the next night you are looking at the ceiling and realize it may not be real... mind blown.  What do you do? The First Vision and the godhead wasn't accepted as LDS cannon until the 20th century?  Brigham Young, as prophet and until the day he died, thought that Elohim and Adam were the same being?!  But the Temple... the First Vision... Holy crap!  Aaagggh!

Breathe. OK.  Back to reality.  The truth is, we just don't know what is/isn't out there. One thing we can know is that there isn't one truth, the LDS faith isn't "more correct" than other philosophies and in some ways that's a real comfort. It's ok to wonder, humans have wondered, pondered and hoped since 40K+ years BC, tens of thousands of years before the judeo-christian god.  It's not knowable but it's worthy of thought. But the simple fact is that we live our beautiful and simple lives, we love, we embrace, we play with our kids, we breathe in the glorious air and we dream.  And that's enough.  There are hundreds of millions that believe the Muslim faith is the true faith, hundreds of millions that believe in Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism and Christianity.  But I'm not sure the number of followers can make reality change one way or the other.  Find peace now, right here in this life, and I'm convinced that any possible eternity will be in harmony with the peace and enjoyment we found in life.

Anyway, I'll save our more exciting adventures for some other time.  Maybe you'll join us for dinner and we can share? Or a pub?  ;)

Love y'all.

Paul

Missionaries and Exmormons

Today's blog is a perspective on missionary efforts as viewed from the outside and the lowered age limits recently enacted.

Enlisting missionaries earlier & younger (yes there is a distinction)

As I'm sure every active LDS member knows, and most ex-mormons know, the church lowered the missionary age for men and women. Now young men will be encouraged to go on missions before they enter college and, depending on birthday, might even be eligible before they even graduate from high school.  For women, the age is now 19, not sure on the reasoning for the extra year in there but I guess they didn't want to erase decades of tradition in one motion.

Why do I say "earlier and younger"?  Well, the church is losing youth (and adult) members at an alarming rate right now.  The numbers are kept close in the general administration of the church but  it's a vast number right now.  Check the reddit exmormon group and there are regular posts of statistics gathered by lots of independent sources ranging from real estate and new chapel construction to a breakdown of baby blessings decreases by area and population growth.

The "younger" designation is obvious, the age has dropped.  "Earlier" simply means, before college, before they leave the home.

Earlier is critical to the strategy of getting youth before they fall away. Missionary enrollment has been at a standstill for a decade now, meanwhile the baptisms per missionary have steadily dropped in all regions, including South America.  The straight answer is that the church needs more missionaries and for the past ten years, the focus on youth hasn't yielded results.

Once kids leave high school to college, unless they go to BYU, they gain easy access to church criticism and historical fact.  In addition, they are no longer among family members that will keep up the constant vigilence and encouragement to remain engrossed in the church.

How this looks from an outside perspective

Presumably if the church is true, the percentage of youth that are lost will remain steady, it won't vary more or less from year to year. As the church grows, the pool of youth grows and while many fall away, the pool continues to grow at the same pace as the church.

So the slowdown in missionary count means one of two things: either membership growth is stalling or the percentage of youth leaving the church is increasing.

No fully invested believer will admit that membership is slowing, it goes against the whole message of the church.  So let's take the second argument that more youth are being lost.  Why would this be?  The world is more enticing, luring, wicked than it used to be?  That wouldn't explain why the 80's and 90's youth generation, fully exposed to a popular culture that glorifies "worldly" pursuit wasn't similarly falling away.  I was part of that crop and it was a strong period for the church.  So what is new since the high point of the early 90's? 

The internet and easy access to information for one.  A vastly shifted political landscape for another.

The truth is though that for non-members and ex-members, this move looks like desperation.  A healthy growing church doesn't need to make a move to quickly shore up the numbers of missionaries, it's obvious that the benefit of doing that yields only a one time bumper crop before it is back to the same rate only younger. 

So they are putting their eggs in a single basket: this move must drastically decrease the number of youth leaving the church, and they only get one shot at it.

Likely Fallout

The potential unintended consequences are many.

Blow to College Education

Right now, most colleges don't honor missions by holding scholarships, academic or otherwise, while youth go on missions.  Young men will now no longer have that first year of college they used to have before they go on missions.  This is by design of course. How many colleges do you think will allow youth to be accepted and then will "hold" their acceptance for two years while they are on a mission?

Youth will naturally not bother applying for schools that they can't attend.
And scholarships are going to disappear completely. 

The church must have plans to drastically grow the size of the church colleges...

Younger marriages

Yikes, we all know where this is going.  Young men will be married a year younger, that's obvious.  But what scares me is the impact on women.  In a church where emphasis on marriage being the greatest divine destiny for a woman, isn't it obvious where this is going?  Think of the new pressure that will be on women to serve a mission.  They will be eligible almost right out of high school.  Presumably the reason for having the extra year in there is so they can, what?  Back down? Get more wisdom? No, the reason YW had an older age requirement in the past was because 19-21 was the prime age for women to meet returning elders and get married.

Now the pressure marriage age is down to the years before 19 when they are eligible to go on missions themselves. 

Shit, I can't even decribe how terrible this feels.  I predict disaster from this issue alone.

Backfire outside of the United States

This one requires a former missionary to understand. As a 20 yo young man, I was called by my mission president to serve in a special capacity... I was asked to be the branch president of the local church in my area.  This is a very common practice.  Why?  Well, when there aren't enough strong male members (very often the case) who else can fill the role?  From a native point of view, this looked bad naturally.  I had married couples that needed to discuss with their bishop/branch president personal issues and I had one point blank say "What do you know about marriage?"  Fair enough.  Now take a look at a couple 18 and 19 yo boys fresh out of high school and tell me what you think?  20 is bad enough and it will make a bad situation worse.  Ugh.

Conclusion

This can't go anywhere good.  Will the church have more converts?  With the baptisms per missionary dropping, unless they believe that younger missionaries will be more effective than the current ones (I can't see any stretch of logic here) the best this can do is give a short bump in converts to meet the initial bumper crop of new missionaries followed by a flatline.

And even this success presumes that the number of youth leaving the church decreases as a result of this?  Otherwise the increase becomes immediately unsustainable.

Ugh, it's not looking good for anyone.  Who wins from this?

Long-lasting damage of the "Quest for Perfection"

We're all recovering

I have this periodically recurring dream that I know is a fairly common one.  It's the one where I return to school only to find out that I forgot about a class/test I was supposed to be attending but I just can't figure out where or how to make it happen.  A common variation for me is I've been called back on my mission and can't for the life of me figure out why I'm there.

When looking into myself, I realize this kind of feeling is driven by that ever-present LDS engagement where we always have something we're supposed to be doing.  Even when I don't think I do, I still do.  Youth nights, interviews, meetings, thurs. night adult activities, home/visiting teaching, Saturday moves, and I missed scriptures morning and/or night, prayers, new member visits, ward councils, PPIs, splits, dinner with the elders.

It's an enormous relief to be out of all that, at the same time, after talking to many other people about their experience leaving the church, I've found that the damage is much deeper.

The church deeply grips our sense of self-worth and fills us with doubt, judgement and feelings of inadequacy.  What's crazy when I told this to a still-Mormon (TBM) friends recently this person said that is the way it should be... it's the spirit prompting us not to do bad things and to make ourselves better people.


Damn, that is so screwed up.  And I used to think the same thing not all that long ago.

Do we deserve or want adversity?

I remember once the Bishop asked me to help give a 5th Sunday talk and it was based on a conference talk on adversity. In this talk, a GA quoted a former prophet that used to pray for more challenges and adversity so he could be worthy.  

I went ahead and read that quote in the class and instead of saying anything about it I asked the room (full of the adult men and women of the ward) how they felt about that quote.  One brother spoke up and said: 

"I seriously don't get it.  I have plenty enough adversity, who in their right mind prays for it?"

Mormons, that's who.  

On another occasion a friend confided that his wife will periodically say things like "Things are going too well." or "God will be sending a trial our way."  No Mormon is a stranger to that kind of statement... it's part of the doctrine even.  I've told it to myself, testified about it in meetings and everyone nodded their heads in agreement.

Yes, we've been fucked up with this kind of insanity, and we embrace it.  That is the LDS mentality, we deserve to be beaten down in fact we need it.  It's a true sign god loves us.

LDS Women & Men and Perfection

I've found that for women, this kind of thing is incredibly destructive.  Women's issues deserve a blog post of their own but I'll at least say that the prevailing attitude for women is one of "What am I doing wrong? Everyone else is smiling and happy, I must be doing something bad/wrong." Not knowing of course that most of the other women in that room are thinking the same thing.

I'm not suggesting that all women hate themselves, but I've yet to meet a woman that is truly immune to this kind of mental damage.

And for men, we spin a new flavor on it, we tell ourselves that we are expected to be humble... because we don't deserve anything.  We're fallen, We're the natural man.

The end result is the same for all of us.  
We think we are all unworthy, our thoughts (sexual thoughts?), our actions (the devil's angels are always watching us to make us fall), our food/sustenance ("Am I overweight?" or "I drank coffee/coke/tea/beer"), and every word that comes out of our mouth ("I just cursed when I broke the vase" or "I just yelled at the kids in anger").

Quest for Perfection Fallacy

I'm going to summarize this whole problem as being the "quest for perfection fallacy". Every week we're expected to try to be better than the week before, or at least not get "worse".  Fuck perfection.  Yes, embrace that phrase, tell it to yourself frequently.  

Was Joseph Smith beating himself up after he had his first affair with Fanny Alger? Years before the "sealing power" was even given to him, years before he started getting polygamy revelations?  Was Brigham Young beating himself up for his involvement and coverup of the Mountain Meadows Massacre?  Do you really think that your f-bomb holds a spark to those infernos?  


Honestly, I don't know if there is a god at this point, (I'm 100% certain nobody else knows for sure either) but if there is a god that wants us to hate ourselves, that is watching our words and thoughts, that leads countless women to depression about their lack of "perfection" then I say that is not a god I want to worship anyway. 


Marcus Aurelius:

“Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones.” 

You deserve better

Friends, can I suggest something?

Please remind yourself how unique and wonderful and amazing you are. Your personality isn't flawed, your body image is your own and no one else's, your every action isn't being watched, and even if it was (it isn't, stop thinking that) any god that would do that kind of thing isn't a god worthy of you.  Yes, I've definitively flipped it around.  

You are amazing and wonderful despite the self-judgement you've been drilled with, maybe for your whole life. And if there is a god that is keeping a "movie of your life" and it includes bullshit like the stuff we've been taught in the Mormon church, that is no god for me.

Love.  Peace.  

I'm making the journey with you, so we have each other.

Explaining Problems with Church (super short version)

This is actually from the letter I sent to our bishop in order to ask him to please finish processing our resignations. Of course, we know that it isn't legally necessary to ask anyone to finish processing our resignation but 

Why use this letter?

Do you have friends or family that are scared to listen to your explanation?
Or maybe once you start giving the details panic sets in?
Below is a very short and simple letter explaining the biggest foundational issues that make it impossible to continue to believe in the church as we've been told.
It is NOT the most shocking problems in church history, that's not the purpose of this letter.
It is also not referenced with links to source material, this is because the moment someone sees a link to anything they can perceive as being "anti" then they shut down.
It is simple and factual.

Abbreviated Explanation of Church Issues

If you would like to hear our case but without any "anti" or pressure, here it is.

To start, my question to you (or any other member that wants to understand why we left):
"If the church was not true, would you want to know the truth or would you rather continue your life believing regardless?"

Naturally the default response is "I already know it's true", yes, I get that, but this is clearly avoiding the question. 

To ask it another way, is it best for a faithful Muslim to know the truth about his faith rather than die faithful to it?  If the answer is "No, I wouldn't want someone that firmly believes (my faith or their own) to doubt" then there may be no reason to continue.  Does the "truth" matter even if it conflicts with what we've been taught each and every day/week at church events?


I, personally, would rather know the truth. Without all the varnish and editing.  The straight up truth. 

There is no sugar-coating Joseph's extramarital behavior.  I'm sorry.  The church won't even talk about Joseph's "wives" anymore.  But these were NOT widows, they were NOT old women, and many of them were already married to faithful brothers in the church.  Yes, this means that they were "married" to more than one man. This is not "anti" or disputed history, it is fact well preserved in the church's own documents. Why do you think that if you search for Joseph Smith in FamilySearch you will no longer even see his wives listed (other than Emma)?  It used to even have the birth dates and marriage dates to these women (which showed their ages as young as 14 years old) but they have removed these details.

I'm not trying to be confrontational here, it's simply a very disturbing part of church history.
Either god overlooked all of that (and therefore adultery, polyandry, etc. are acceptable to god) and chose Joseph anyway or Joseph was committing the most serious of sins, some of which would easily have put him in life in prison like Warren Jeffs today.

I know this is really hard for you and you are disbelieving all this and claiming it is lies and "anti" material. It just isn't.  The unemotional and well-reference Wikipedia list of Joseph's wives gives all the references, names, etc. and many/most of it is even corroborated by church sources as well as by LDS historian and author Bushman (see his book "A Rough Stone Rolling").

This is enough to sink the foundation for me but only the tip of the iceberg, sadly.
Worse perhaps than the doubts about Joseph Smith as prophet is that it turns out the First Vision wasn't even canon to the gospel until well into the 20th century.  Did you know that? I sure didn't. Brigham Young himself absolutely didn't believe in the First Vision as it is taught today.  Why aren't we told that?  Before around the time of the Wentworth letter, the term "First Vision" didn't at all refer to Joseph seeing god, it referred to the visit from Moroni (sometimes also said to have been Nephi in Joseph's own writings).  This is confirmed in numerous journals of the faithful saints in that century.  Brigham Young taught, over the pulpit, in conference, for many years and never recanted, that God the Father is actually Adam.  Yes, literally.  It's called the Adam-God doctrine and it is carefully recorded in Brigham Young's own writings (see Journal of Discourses, you might need an actual copy, not an newly "edited" one).  How could a prophet of god believe that Jehovah appeared to Adam in the Garden of Eden while standing next to... Adam?  It makes the head spin.  Jesus and Adam appeared to Joseph in the First Vision?  Or was it just Jesus and a voice?  But the church membership in the 19th century simply never heard of a visit to Joseph by god and Jesus until many years after the church was founded and even then it wasn't widely published.

Who is Joseph Smith really?  Crud, I feel that the church has purged the embarrassing history to such an extent that we are being actively lied to.  These aren't sins of omission anymore.
But the rest of the details I won't even speak of.  I know that the faithful will continue to avoid history as "biased and anti" they will do whatever gymnastics they must to explain that those were "different times" and that they will consider me a sinner, twisted and under the devil's influence.  If that helps them feel satisfied, I'll take the punches.  But you know that isn't the case.

Again, I'm not out to pull folks down, I'm just very, very glad that I know the facts. And I'm grateful every day that I know it. I wouldn't undo that for any reason in the world.

Short Version: Resigning & Removing Name from LDS Church

There is also a full document on the process with frequently asked questions here.

STEP 1: Send an Email (or snail mail)

Collect a couple details:

1. Your full name(s) as they appear on church records.
2. Birthdates
3. Current address (hopefully this matches the church records)
4. Baptism dates (if you have them, though I've seen success without this)
5. Membership record numbers (if you have them, though I've seen success without this)
6. Having your ward and stake is helpful.

Write a letter.  Use this one below if you want (it's the one that we used). Do not equivocate in the language.  State that from this moment forward you are not a member of the church and you understand what that means.

Email the letter to the church records department.msr-confrec@ldschurch.org

Also, I cc'ed this email (the old email address for this stuff)dodgegw@ldschurch.org

Member Records Division, LDS Church
50 E North Temple Rm 1372
SLC UT 84150-5310 
This letter is our formal resignation from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and it is effective immediately. We hereby withdraw our consent to being treated as members and we withdraw our consent to being subject to church rules, policies, beliefs and "discipline". As we are no longer members, we want our names permanently and completely removed from the membership rolls of the church. We wish to remove our names as well as the names of our children.
We have given this matter considerable thought. We understand what you consider the "seriousness" and the "consequences" of our actions. We are aware that the church handbook says that our resignation "cancels the effects of baptism and confirmation, withdraws the priesthood held by a male member and revokes temple blessings" We also understand that we will be "readmitted to the church by baptism only after a thorough interview". 
Our resignation should be processed immediately, without any "waiting periods". We are not going to be dissuaded and we are not going to change our minds. 
We expect this matter to be handled promptly, with respect and with full confidentiality. 
After today, the only contact we want from the church is a single letter of confirmation to let us know that we are no longer listed as a members of the church. Our address is [Our Address] (in the [Our Ward] in the [Our Stake]).
Sincerely, 
My Name

Record #: 

Birthday: 

Baptism: 

My SO

Record #: 

Birthday: 

Baptism: 

Child #1

Record #: (I didn't have this for one of the kids)

Birthday: 

Baptism: 

Address:

[our address]

STEP 2: They respond, but it's not yet over...

Next, you will get a pamphlet in the mail and a letter.  The pamphlet tells you what a serious thing you are doing and to change your mind.  

It also says that you have NOT been removed and that they are sending this to local authorities.  Apparently you get this no matter what you put in the first letter.

At this point you have three options:

Option A) You can wait until your bishop contacts you. This may happen quickly or they may sit on it for months and months (or never act on it). You should gauge the relationship you have with your local ward/bishop on this.
Option B) You can email or call the bishop and tell him to please process it, you don't have anything else to discuss, you are within your rights and they can't hold you hostage (without legal repercussions if you wish to add that into it).
Option C) You can skip the bishop/stake pres altogether by making the Step 2 letter.  This involves you taking a picture/copy of your letter from them and reminding them that they are on rocky legal grounds.  Example and instructions are here:http://www.mormonresignation.com/resign_letterreturned.html

Step 3: Confirmation

Assuming you do one of the Step 2 options, you will then get a confirmation letter in the mail (about 1 or 2 months later) with actual confirmation it is done.  Possibly another pamphlet and a statement they are sorry that you were offended (perpetuating the same old myth that members have that the reason most leave is because they were offended, it can't possibly be because the church just isn't true).  Also an invitation that you can still come back.

The Stake President and local leaders will get notification on official church stationery. The MLS (the church's software) will automatically remove you.  

Joseph's Translation

I just noticed that they are starting to purge documents (even ones spoken by the current GA's) that exmormons have quoted.  I don't want to turn this blog into a church facts site or anything I just don't want to lose this one.

This document has been moved once and I don't want it to disappear completely. You can no longer search for "joseph" and "hat" anymore on LDS.org (or at least, it won't return this document).

So I found the article and took screen shots just so we don't lose it forever.

Here is one of the places where a GA explains how Joseph didn't read the plates, he put a stone in his hat and read words with his face buried in it.  This is one of the things that most bummed me out when finally researching church history.  

This talk will be removed eventually.

Apparently they also recently removed the marriage dates from several of Joseph's wives from FamilySearch.org because they didn't like showing the 14 and 16 year ages of them.  Ugh, revisionist history.  In fact, if you find Joseph Smith, it won't show his other "wives" at all, you have to search for them specifically to see them.

Hopefully someone else can grab that data.

FAQs: Resigning & Removing Name from LDS Church Records

Concise Version

If you don't want the FAQs or explanation, jump straight to the concise steps description.  Otherwise, read on.

Removing Name from Church Records

During our last interview with our bishop, he said an interesting quote I think he immediately wanted to take back: "You do realize that we'll follow you forever."  He clearly thought what he was saying was a loving statement but when he heard himself, he realized how scary that sounds. He faltered and looked at my wife and followed it with "...if that will be ok with you?" Her answer was "That won't be a problem."  Ah pure woman genius.

Why Resign?

As stated, once a member always a member, until you resign/remove your name from the church records through the official process. 

What does that mean?  It means that you are on the EQ lists of people to visit each month, you will be talked about in PEC and ward council meetings, the primary and youth programs will be thinking of ways to bring one of your children back to church... yes all of that is true. 

Am I being alarmist?  Of course not, I did those very activities under multiple bishoprics in several wards.  I created monthly printouts of all the names in the ward, I looked at their attendance records, I saw their temple recomment status, I working with the YM/YW leaders to discuss how to involve the children and hopefully pull their parents into activity and the priesthood quorums were given a report of exactly how long it has been since each and every family was visited.

To the chagrin of several of us in the Ward Council, there was also plenty of talk, gossip, whatever. 

Also, please note that if you do not resign and church leaders see you doing anything untoward regarding church rules or saying anything about church history that isn't "faith promoting" they can always take disciplinary measures, with or without your presence. This is not just speculation, I already know several people personally and many, many more online where posting something to Facebook, talking to church friends about the facts of history, etc. has resulted in a invitation to a disciplinary council (also called a "court of love").

I think I already resigned...?

Do NOT trust that any ecclesiastical leader (bishop, elders' quorum president or even the stake president) has "removed" you no matter what they say.  They have not.  Even if home teachers don't know for months, years, I can promise you that unless you sent the letter to Salt Lake (see the instructions below) then your name is almost certainly still on church records.

Why not Resign?

You may have family that you wish to stay for. You may want to still stay in fellowship in some manner or another or perhaps you like monthly visits from church members.  Generally if these things apply to you, you are likely more a NOM (New Order Mormon, see the dictionary of terms) and would like to stay in.

For the rest of us, there just isn't any good reason to hang on to the church and the doubts, judgement and constant reminders that LDS think you are wicked, apostate or fallen.

Will the church honor my resignation?

They absolutely must by law.  There was a landmark case years ago in which a church member tried to resign, the church refused/deferred/delayed but months later that same church excommunicated the member. This person sued, and won, the case.  Since then, all churches have created a manner in which they can remove themselves from the church.  They often do not publicize the steps of course, thus the confusion for general membership on what the real process is. 

Do I need to have a meeting with the bishop or stake president?

No!  You do not.  

No matter what the bishop says.  In fact, the instruction giving from the Stake Presidency on this topic to bishoprics was (intentionally?) vague on this topic so I doubt your bishop even knows the facts.

Do I need to send a letter to the bishop or stake president?

That is one way to have your name removed because they are required to comply by law.  The one issue with that is they will, of course, try to contact you to dissuade you and, I'm speaking from experience here, they will sometimes lose the copy.

I've even had the letter scrutinized in a bishopric before where they said they weren't sure the signature was in place, or some other technicality.

Now I'm making it sound malicious, I can promise you that everyone involved thinks they are doing this with the greatest love and charity.  There is no conspiracy to keep membership numers strong (not at the ward levels anyway).  But this is because they are still entirely convinced the church is truth and they sincerely believe that you are about to condemn yourself to hell. Some even believe this is the unpardonable sin.  It's crazy, but they believe it.

Why does the bishop/stake president/eq president/hp group leader tell me that I need to take these steps, write letters, meet with people and/or call them on the phone?

They are instructed to do that and none of them are given a complete answer on this topic.  Instructions frequently change.

Can I resign via email?

Yes.

Can I resign without talking to anyone?

Yes.

Can I resign directly to Salt Lake?

Yes.

What do I do if I'm in another country?

Use email and/or send a letter to Salt Lake just like below.  Sadly, the delays will be greater.

Do I need to know my membership record numbers?

No though it could help. I've heard from many others that they did not and their names were removed successfully.  The times when it becomes difficult is when your name and address you provide does not match 100% with the current church records.  Maybe you've been inactive for years and moved a few times?  If your name could have a duplicate and your address doesn't match, they may not remove you.

STEP 1: Ok, so what do I do? 

First, collect a couple details:

1. Your full name(s) as they appear on church records.
2. Birthdates
3. Current address (hopefully this matches the church records)
4. Baptism dates (if you have them, though I've seen success without this)
5. Membership record numbers (if you have them, though I've seen success without this)

Second write a letter.  Use this one below if you want (it's the one that we used). Change it if you wish. But do not equivocate in the language.  State that from this moment forward you are not a member of the church, you understand what that means and that you don't expect to meet with any leadership or other church members about the decision and that you want your records removed.

Third email the letter to the church records department.

msr-confrec@ldschurch.org

Also, I cc'ed this email

dodgegw@ldschurch.org

In the past these emails were sent to a specific email address (the person formerly in charge of resignation letters) which is the second email above.

If you mail supports "receipt notifications" use them.  This means that when a person opens an email, you will get notification that it has been opened.  Microsoft Outlook supports this features.  Gmail supports this only if you have a Gov, Education or Business (paid) account with Google.  Regular gmail and Google Apps for Domains mail accounts don't.

Here is our letter (which we modified from ones we've seen online that other people used):

Member Records Division, LDS Church
50 E North Temple Rm 1372
SLC UT 84150-5310 

This letter is our formal resignation from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and it is effective immediately. We hereby withdraw our consent to being treated as members and we withdraw our consent to being subject to church rules, policies, beliefs and "discipline". As we are no longer members, we want our names permanently and completely removed from the membership rolls of the church. We wish to remove our names as well as the names of our children.

We have given this matter considerable thought. We understand what you consider the "seriousness" and the "consequences" of our actions. We are aware that the church handbook says that our resignation "cancels the effects of baptism and confirmation, withdraws the priesthood held by a male member and revokes temple blessings" We also understand that we will be "readmitted to the church by baptism only after a thorough interview". 

Our resignation should be processed immediately, without any "waiting periods". We are not going to be dissuaded and we are not going to change our minds. 

We expect this matter to be handled promptly, with respect and with full confidentiality. 

After today, the only contact we want from the church is a single letter of confirmation to let us know that we are no longer listed as a members of the church. Our address is [Our Address] (in the [Our Ward] in the [Our Stake]).


Sincerely, 

My Name

Record #: 

Birthday: 

Baptism: 

My SO

Record #: 

Birthday: 

Baptism: 

Child #1

Record #: (I didn't have this for one of the kids)

Birthday: 

Baptism: 

Address:

[our address]

What do I do if I don't have all that information?

From the experiences of others out there, membership numbers haven't always been required.  Also, I'm not sure on baptism dates.  What is critical though is that there can be no equivocation on who you are so addresses and other details to confirm you are who you say is important.

I got a letter and it doesn't say I've been removed?

Note that in the letter you said you resign effective immediately. Period. You are out of the church and they have no legal rights to contact you as a member.  Still, you'll find that it isn't yet over.

They will send you a final warning response.  We got ours the very same week we sent our resignation email.  In fact, only two days later.

I later found out that a whole group of us got the same letter (different bishop mentioned in the letter) on the same day.

What I don't know is whether or not this was great timing (a monthly thing?) or whether they prepare these weekly.

STEP 2: What will happen next? 

First, you will get a pamphlet in the mail and a letter.  The pamphlet tells you what a serious thing you are doing and to change your mind.  

It also says that you have NOT been removed and that they are sending this to local authorities.  Apparently you get this no matter what you put in the letter.

At this point you have three options:

A) You can wait until your bishop contacts you. This may happen quickly or they may sit on it for months and months (or never act on it). You should gauge the relationship you have with your local ward/bishop on this.

B) You can email or call the bishop and tell him to please process it, you don't have anything else to discuss, you are within your rights and they can't hold you hostage (without legal repercussions if you wish to add that into it).

C) You can skip the bishop/stake pres altogether by making the Step 2 letter.  This involves you taking a picture/copy of your letter from them and reminding them that they are on rocky legal grounds.  Example and instructions are here:
http://www.mormonresignation.com/resign_letterreturned.html

When will it actually be over?

You will then get a confirmation letter in the mail (about 1 or 2 months later) with actual confirmation it is done.  Possibly another pamphlet and a statement they are sorry that you were offended (perpetuating the same old myth that members have that the reason most leave is because they were offended, it can't possibly be because the church just isn't true).  Also an invitation that you can still come back.

The Stake President and local leaders will get notification on official church stationery. The MLS (the church's software) will automatically remove you.  

They will have a prayer circle for you (I'm kidding, not really).